Just Move On

Ok...so I'm talking to a friend of mine who has had a crush on me since we first met. And while I think he's just one of the sweetest ppl in the world I just do not feel the same and more importantly I already have my Prince Charming. Yet, knowing that I have a boyfriend he still thinks he has a chance. He goes as far to say as "I just feel like you're the right girl for me." How can I be the right girl for you when I'm already the right girl for someone else?? Seriously, juSt move on. Stop asking if he and I are still together, the answer is YES! Stop asking if you have a chance, the answer is NO! I'm done with this. Ghost.

Holy Shit!

Ok ok ok...lo siento. I haven't written in such a long time. I guess I can actually write about something thats bothering me. I've been with my boyfriend for almost 2 years now. Well technically only 5 months now...we broke up last summer and got back together in October....but thats besides the point. Love him till death, and I would do anything for him. Anyways, we're sitting in bed and I mentioned a conversation I had with one of my girlfriends. I told him that she asked me could she hire male strippers for my bachelorette party whenever I decide to give up my freedom for all eternity (get married). See....we were having this conversation, my boyfriend and I, about how male strippers and female strippers were so different. And when I mentioned to him about her wanting to plan MY VERY DISTANT FUTURE bachelorette party and have male strippers there. He gets this "I-smell-shit-and-I'm-going-to-throw-up" face and asks "do you think about marriage alot?" Duuuuuuuuuhhhhhhh bitch I'm a fucking woman. What broad do you know that doesn't think about her WEDDING?? Not her HUSBAND, her WEDDING!!!! To me the groom at the moment is just a body in a tuxedo with a blurry face, but I know the details of my hair, make up, shoes, dress, and the decorations. I wanted to smack the shit out of him and tell him that I wasn't incorporating his ass in it. Pissed me off!

On a better note I got a tattoo!!!! :-)